A beautiful dream
My first blog post. Probably doesn't make sense to anyone who reads it but me. Just my thoughts. A dream, a longing, a desire From God? A dream that changed my life If I were to tell you about this...
View ArticleIs There No One
I feel empty I don't feel God, or anything at all I don't know what I'm doing here Why am I here? Sure, I've prayed I've knelt down and prayed Through my tears Begged for forgiveness, begged for hope,...
View ArticleMy God is Better Than Yours
"My God is better than yours And the walls are so thick I hear nothing at all" Preach this way Pray that way "The bible clearly says.." Your interpretation is wrong And my interpretation is right I am...
View ArticleI Just Wanted To Fly
"may you be in heaven before the devil knows you're dead and may these winds be always at your back" I was sitting on the edge of the bridge slowly strumming my guitar singing a song hoping for someone...
View ArticleIf I Make It to Heaven, I Won't Be Happy
"All my life I've been running from a pain in me A feeling I don't understand That's holding me down" I had a dream last night That I was... me The real me The true me The me that no one can see What I...
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You Could Have Died, But You Didn't
"he was nothing, so he thought. A worthless piece of debris in an ocean of beautiful souls" why did You give me the heart but not the words why did You give me the desire but not the wisdom I know if I...
View ArticleMy Beliefs
I believe in God I believe in Jesus Christ I believe that he is the son of God I believe he is the way, the truth, and the life I believe that atheists go to heaven I believe that Muslims go to heaven...
View ArticleI Will Rise, And I Will Walk With You
"Walk with you Until the sun don't even shine" I was taking a walk down the street as the night grew dark And there you were A complete stranger A new friend And I talked with you And I walked with you...
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Take This Sinking Boat and Point it Home
"Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice" She was sitting on a ledge in the Grand Canyon South Rim, her feet danging off the edge. I decided to join her and we talked for quite some time. I got to...
View ArticleTears.
What am I supposed to believe? I've never even read the bible. Is that bad? What makes a true Christian? Going to church every week? I go once every other month. There's only two reasons that keep my...
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My Story.
"I was born sick, but I love it, command me to be well" my super depressing, non-spiritual story: *holycrapwhyisitsohotinhereIamsweating* My name is Laura(sometimes called El) and I was born in January...
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There Is No Sweeter Innocence Than Our Gentle Sin
"There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene Only then I am human Only then I am clean" Some say that homosexuality is an illness That can be...
View ArticleLiving Just to Be Alive - My Own Personal Hell
What It's Like (For People Who Don't Understand) I have Migraine-Associated Vertigo(or MAV). Or at least that’s the diagnosis for the moment. Thankfully, I don’t actually get headaches(some people with...
View ArticleUngodly Hour
"tame the ghosts in my head that run wild and wish me dead" thinking, thinking can't stop thinking memories and thoughts about the past that time in the park when my blood stained the concrete that...
View ArticleTaking A Break From God.
Entertaining the idea that there is no god. Just typing the words "there is no god" scares the hell out of me. I had to pause for a minute before I could finish that sentence. But I've been wondering...
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How Many Nights Do You Lie Dreaming?
Every night I lie dreaming Lucid sights of what could be The sun shone down gleaming Rays of golden glory poured down on me I wondered where this came from This burning, aching desire My heart was once...
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There Is No God?
In my blog post from a few days ago, I said that I was going to take a break from believing in God. So I did that. Well, at least I tried... Things were going okay. I was just going about my day, doing...
View ArticleOh God, I'm So Scared
It's going to be okay. Tomorrow everything will be okay. Stop crying. Oh God, but I can't Because I'm so scared So scared that I'm shaking Please come help her Help her and help me Please God, let her...
View ArticleWhatever.
I prayed for a whole hour yesterday, and where were You? I poured my heart and soul out to You. I could have died. I begged for answers, I begged for anything. But what did I get? A cold, hard,...
View ArticleLent
Yesterday was the start of Lent, and I went to church and got ashes. I decided to give up all non-christian music. So far, it's been hard. It's only day two and I'm already going crazy missing my...
View ArticleIs it Really That Hard
Awhile ago, I watched an atheist youtuber and commented something like "this youtuber has good points that makes me question my faith" and it started this huge argument in the comments between...
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